Grrrr

A lot of shit is going on with me right now and I shouldn't let it overwhelm me but it is. Trying to put aside my worries to actually get some writing done isn't working out for me.

Everything I seem to write this morning is total crap. Oh well. Neil says when you feel like you're writing crap you should just keep doing it then figure out on the morrow what's really crap and what was actually ok. However I have to turn in today so whatever crap I spew is getting graded. ARGH!

I want to go back to sleep and not wake up until tomorrow.
I'm going to continue feeling sorry for myself until I finish my cup of coffee. Then I may do some cleaning to clear my thoughts. Then at 12 for sure I'm going to try and finish up whatever I have add in some revision things and write an explication. I have class at 1:50 that I can't miss so yeah. Hopefully I finish by then. I'm not going to do so well on this assignment. Garrrr!!